Painted-Stars

Kickin'.

So i did this the other day. I dare anyone to read the whole thing it's fucking huuuge.

First Best Friend: Sami Lee
First Crush:  Garret Gagnon
First Real Girlfriend/Boyfriend: Er. N/A
First Date:: Movies with Aaron….? I guess that counts.
First Kiss:: David
First Album/CD:: Backstreet Boys something
First Piercing/Tattoo:: ears
First Enemy:: I don't think I have any real enemies.
first Time Dying My Hair:: Freshman year, purple tips.
First Formal Dance:: Sophomore Semi 2005
First Time Getting Really Sick:: Probably chicken pox in kindergarten.

L A S T
Last Cuss Word Uttered:: Shiiit. (Colleen was driving.)
Last Compliment:: You're hot.
Last Crush:: … that I'm positive of, Dan.
Last Time Driving:: To Bill's earlier this week.
Last Big Car Ride:: um. Really big? Virginia Beach last summer. But after that, 4 hours to Maine for Thanksgiving.
Last Kiss:: Tom Graham. Spin the bottle lolol.
Last Good Cry:: … it wasn't good per say… March.
Last Movie Seen:: In theaters…? Dark Knight. Otherwise, the Secret of Nimh
Last Phone Call:: Colleen called this morning to say we could go snowboarding.
Last Thing Written:: Robot Love?
Last Show Watched:: I have no idea.
Last Time Showered:: Yesterday afternoon lol.
Last Shoes Worn:: Snow boots.
Last CD Played:: …. In Colleen's car, Dave Mathew's Band.
Last Item Bought:: Lindt Chocolates.
Last Disappointment::
Last Annoyance::  Headachee.
Last Song You Heard:: Something my dad's playing on guitar right now.
Last Piercing/Tattoos:: Ears.
I AM:: Absorbed in thought.
I WANT:: To be free.
I HAVE:: a hat on.
I WISH:: on shooting stars.
I MISS:: Lexy and Ben
I FEAR:: The future.
I HEAR:: Acoustic guitar.
I SEARCH FOR:: Inspiration.
I WONDER:: If there's someone out there for everyone or if happiness can be found in solitude.
I REGRET:: Very few things.. but there are a few.
I LOVE:: To dance.
I ACHE:: All over.
I ALWAYS:: Brush my teeth before bed.

The Book Meme

1) Total number of books owned? A small bookshelf.
2) The last book I bought? Animation Survival Kit- Richard Williams
3) The last book I read? … The beginning of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.
4) 5 books that mean a lot to me?
a.) The Butterfly Ball
b.) Star Girl
c.) The Animation Survival Kit
d.) The Hobbit
e.) The Secret Life of Bees

The Movie Meme

1) Total number of films I own on DVD/video: a dozen or so.
2) The last film I bought: The Secret of Nimh/ Fern Gully/Men in Tights from my sister.
3) The last film I watched: The Secret of Nimh
4) Five films that I watch a lot or that mean a lot to me:
a.) Meet the Robinsons
b.) The Notebook
c.) The Dark Crystal
d.) The Lion King
e.) Robin Hood

The Music Meme

1) Total volume of music files on my computer: um a bunch.
2) The last CD I bought was: … Mizundastood- Pink. I was like 12.
3) The last song I listened to before writing this was... Let Me Out
4) Five songs I listen to a lot or that mean a lot to me:
a.) Once Upon a December
b.) Shining On- Big D and the Kids Table
c.) Somewhere in the Between- Streetlight Manifesto
d.) Blackbird- The Beatles
e.) All the Lonely People- The Beatles

1. PICK ONE OF YOUR SCARS OUT, NOW HOW DID YOU GET IT? I only have a couple scars… the one on my wrist is from when I slammed my hand through a glass door and got stitches.
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? Photos of my friends, a Beatles poster, a Ghadi poster, a self-portrait Brandon O'grady drew of himself lol and a birthday card from Colleen. Also, assorted inspirational magazine clippings.
3. WOULD YOU RATHER PLAY FOOTBALL OR WATCH IT? Depends. I DID play flag football in school. But I love watching the pats also.
4. WHAT SPORT WOULD YOU SAY YOU ARE BEST AT? Snowboarding. Hands down.
5. WHAT WAS YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE? I was upstairs in my house, and it was late at night, and downstairs there was a giant, vicious white tiger who ended up  mauling and eating my brother. All I heard were his screams.
6. HOW DO YOU EXERCISE? Snowboarding. I'm thinking of taking up yoga, but rec sports are it. I can't get myself to the gym on self-motivation. x.x
7. APPLES OR ORANGES? Oranges.
8. GRAPES OR WATERMELON? Watermelon.
9. WOLVES OR TIGERS? Tigers.
10. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO? I like just about everything but I'm partial to Ska, and anything with horn parts.
11. HAVE YOU EVER WRITTEN POETRY? Once. It sucked. I never tried again.
13. DO YOU REMEMBER BIRTHDAYS? … yes. Mom- May 29, Dad- Sept 10, Tom- April 12, Ali- Feb 5, Nikki- Jan 6, Ginny- Jan 8, Colleen- Jan 20, Kacie- Jan 22, Dan- March 14, Chris- Sept 25, Rachel- March 26, Emily- April 14, Brandon- Nov 21, my neighbor's older brother- Feb 14, my old neighbor's mom- Oct 31… and there are a bunch of people I know the month for but not the day.
15. DO YOU HAVE A BIRTHMARK, WHERE? To the right of my belly button. It's little, and tan. Not gross or anything.
16.WOULD YOU CALL YOURSELF A ROMANTIC PERSON?? …. Yeaaah.
17. WHAT IS THE WEIRDEST THING YOU HAVE EVER DONE? … I don't know.
18. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU STARTED FILLING THIS IN? Facebook. I exhausted it.
19. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GUM? Teaberry is good. But otherwise, I'm a fan of spearmint.
20. FAVORITE CHOCOLATE? Good 'ol hershey's works for me.
21. FAVORITE CANDY (NON CHOCOLATE)? Sour Patch Kids
22. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA ICE-CREAM? Vanilla
23. DO YOU OWN ANYTHING LEATHER? No…
24. FAVORITE PERFUME? Falling in Love by Philosphy. If I could afford it, I would wear it, even though it's technically Rachel's first.
25. FAVORITE COLOGNE? I don't know.
26. DO YOU OWN AN INSTRUMENT? Electric piano. In my house we have a drum kit, an electric guitar, 3 acoustics, a banjo, a harp, and a flute though.
27. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ON SOMEONE (OPPOSITE SEX)? Smiles.
28. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL? Rain.
29. FAVORITE SOUND THAT YOU HEAR OFTEN? Not often enough- people laughing and talking and singing around the holidays.
30. WHAT ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT RIGHT NOW? Um the point of this survey is to keep me from thinking. So.  I'm thinking about this survey.
31. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC? Only in tunnels.
32. COULD YOU EVER SEE YOURSELF MOVING FROM WHERE YOU ARE? It's hard, but I have to.
33. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DISNEY MOVIE OF ALL TIME? Disney…. They're all so good. Seriously, I can't choose.
34. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG OF ALL TIME? The Big Sleep is up there, by Streetlight. Not the song, but the memories that go with it.
35. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR WHEN YOU WERE TEN? Definitely. Purple.
37. HAVE YOU EVER SLEPT WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? Always.
38. IF SO WHAT WAS/IS IT'S NAME? He doesn't have a name. He's a bunny with blue overalls with white polka dots.
39. WHO WAS YOUR FIRST CRUSH WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE? … I had a crush on Goku from DBZ. Don't judge.
41. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX? Um. Not super long and not bald.
42. WHO OUT OF YOUR CURRENT FRIENDS (SAME SEX) HAVE YOU KNOWN THE LONGEST? Colleen- since Kindergarten.
43. NOW THE OPPOSITE? Dan- Since like 6th grade or something.
44. WHAT IS THEIR MIDDLE NAME? John..
45. SUNRISE OR SUNSET? Sunset
46. WHERE AT? On a mountain.
49. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE MOVIES? Disney anything, pixar anything, and don bluth anything. Romantic Comedies, and scary movies. Everything.
50. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF GOING FOR YOUR HONEYMOON? I just thought of the beach right now and I'm not into it. I'd go to Colorado and go boarding! (but that's probably cause I'm on a week-long boarding high.)
51. CAN YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT? Piano and marching drums.
52. DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE? Some French.
53. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX ?) Garret gave me a plastic necklace lol.
54. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE SINGER? I don't know.
55. FAVORITE BAND? Probably Streetlight.
56. WHAT KIND OF BOOKS DO YOU LIKE TO READ? Sci fi, Fantasy, horror, and psychological thrillers especially.
57. DO YOU LIKE POETRY? Some.
58. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR COFFEE? Extra cream, extra sugar, and two pumps of caramel.
59. WHAT's YOUR FAVORITE PHRASE TO USE? It's fine, don't worry about it.
60. DRAGONS OR DINOSAURS? Dinosaurs.
61. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE/LIKE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING? … well you can't really help it, can you?
62. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU? I've always been best with words. But sometimes a good long hug can do it.
63. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED: 48
64. BLONDES, REDHEADS OR BRUNETTES? Uh. Not usually blondes, but it depends on the person.
65. WOULD YOU PREFER TO GO ICE SKATING OR ROLLER SKATING? Roller skating.
66. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL MOST OFTEN? …..i looked at my "dialed numbers" and there are no duplicates. I guess I don't call people much.
67. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST? Yelling. I can't stand it when people yell.
68. HAVE YOU EVER DONE A PRANK CALL? Not really.

x\ spell your name backwards: nerual, adud
x\ have you ever had a song written about you: Apparently my brother tried but it didn't work out.
x\ what song makes you cry: Once Upon a December
x\ what song makes you happy: Somewhere in the Between
x\ what's your all time fav. song?: Somewhere in the Between! I've said that!
x\ what do you listen to before you go to sleep: Static noise- fans, heater, rain.
x\ height: 5'9"
x\ hair color: Brown
x\ piercings:  6. Three in each ear.
x\tattoos: none


r i g h t _ n o w . . .
x\ what color pants are you wearing:  Gray plaid pajama pants.
x\ what song are you listening to: none.
x\ what taste is in your mouth?: Syrup. From snowcones.
x\ whats the weather like?: Snow snow snow snow…
x\ how are you?:  Tired.
x\ get motion sickness?: Yes. In the back seat of cars or if I look down too long. And super spinny rides.
x\ have a bad habit?: Thinking so much I get a headache.
x\ get along with your parents?: In general but both of them have quirks that I find extremely annoying.
x\ boyfriend/girlfriend:  don't have one.
x\ have a current crush:  Maybeh.
x\ have a big regret: … not big.

f a v o u r i t e . . .
x\ tv show: That 70's Show, Gilmore Girls, or The Office.
x\ conditioner: Tresemme.
x\ book: … Harry Potter. Guilty.
x\ non alchohol drink: Milk
x\ alchohol drink: ..Margarita.
x\ things to do on the weekend: sleeeeep.

h a v e _ you _ e v e r . . .
x\ broken the law:  Yes.
x\ snuck out of the house: Yes.
x\ ever gone skinny dipping: No
x\ made a prank phone call: No
x\ tipped over a portapotty: No
x\ use your parents credit card: Pff I wish.
x\ skipped school before: Yeah who doesn't.
x\ fell asleep in the shower/bath:  Yeah… I hit my head .
x\ been in a school play: Not since "A Christmas Carol" in fourth grade when I got sick and couldn't make our performance and Colby Caron had to cover my part and the whole play was ruined.
x\ had a boyfriend/girlfriend: No
x\ had children: haha no. Maybe someday.
x\ been in love: I thought so.
x\ have a hard time getting over someone: Yeah.
x\ been hurt?: .. everyone has. Dumb question.
x\ gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days: No, that's stupid.

r a n d o m . . .
x\ have a job: I wait tables. Not right now, but I will again soon.
x\ your cd player has what in it right now: Mix CD… lots of 90's music.
x\ if you were a crayon, what color would you be?:  The transparent one that glows in the dark and has a few bits of glitter here and there but no one uses cuz you can't actually see it unless the lights are off. (I completely stole this answer from Lexy. I had to, I like it too much.)
x\ what makes you happy?: Dancing
x\ the next CD you're going to buy download/rip: I dunno something my brother wants me to.

w h e n _ was _ t h e _ last _ t i m e . . .
x\ you got a real letter: My Aunt Sally last year… I never responded x.x I'm a horrible person.
x\ got an email: My mom. Today.
x\ thing you purchased: Lindt Chocolates.
x\ Tv program you watched: Big
x\ movie you saw in the theaters: Dark Knight. Stupid duplicate questions.
x\ kissed: … years ago.
x\ hugged: Colleen. Today.
x\ song heard: a few minutes ago, my dad playing guitar.
x\ place you were [ besides home ]: Pat's Peak
x\ last phonecall: Colleen… again.
x\ you were depressed: Lately.
x\ you were in the hospital: SHIT I NEED MY SECOND HPV SHOT

w h a t _ comes _ t o _ mind . . .
x\ car: … red?
x\ murder: jail
x\ cape: superman
x\ penis: LOL you said penis.
x\ cell: phone.
x\ shoe: runining.
x\ fun: Dancing
x\ crush: crushcrushcrush
x\ music: Dancing. I have dancing on the brain.
x\ chalk: Fourth of July


n u m b e r . . . :
of time you've been in love? Once, maybe.
of girls you have kissed? None.
of boys you have kissed? 2.
of times your name has appeared in a newspaper? Two or three times.
of scars on your body? 2 maybe.


d o _ you _ t h i n k _ you _ a r e . . . :
pretty? Sometimes.  From the right angle and distance.
funny? Only because I'm stupid lol. Not because I'm trying to be.
hot? In the right outfit?
friendly? I try really  hard to be.
ugly? … unphotogenic.
loveable? I hope.
caring? I try to be.
sweet?  … again, I try to be.
dorky? Undeniably.

f a v o u r i t e . . . :
actor/actress: Johnny Depp, Heath Ledger, Julia Roberts, Julie Andrews.
least favorite day:  Valentines day.
flower:  Sunflowers.
jello flavor:  Green.
summer/winter: Winter.

p e r s o n _ who _ l a s t . . . :
slept in your bed: Lol Bill. But not how you think.
saw you cry: It's been a while. My brother, I think.
sent you an email: Mom.

h a v e _ you _ e v e r
said i love you and meant it? No.
went out in public in pjs? Yup.
kept a secret from everyone? I'm not super good about secrets, to be honest. But if someone trusts me with their secret, I'll keep it.
been to new york? Not the city, recently the state.
to california? Nooo.

w h e n _ was :
last cigarrete: Never.
last cry? Last spring.
last book read:  The Taking
last curse word uttered: Shit
last beverage drank: Water
last food consumed: Keilbasa
last phone call: Colleen
last tv show:
last thing in your past you regret? …
showered: yesterday
last shoes worn: snow boots
last cd played: Dave Mathews Band
last thing written: Already asked all these!
last word spoken: "Oh but it's cold outside…" singing, but you know.
last sleep:  Dozed off earlier.
last im: "That's what you're getting yourself into tomorrow"
sexual fantasy: Not super sexual… but they're usually dashing heros and dangerous circumstances.
last ice cream eaten: Coffee with chocolate chunks.
last time wanting to die: Never o.o


m e m o r i e s

your oldest memory:  I think it would be me playing with little people in the hallway and my mom running over cause she thought something was wrong, but I was just making the crying sound the baby little people was making.
your favorite memory:  Falling asleep to the sound of my family singing and laughing while we were camping.
your worst memory: …  Earlier this year when my parents said they were getting a divorce. They took it back later, but yeah. That was a rough night.
your funniest memory:  Ben and I have had a bunch of good ones. There was one with kacie… something about ice cream while we were painting her room. I just remember laughing a lot.
your stupidest memory:  Something involving my sister, I'm sure.

s o n g s

intense:  That demo song on my piano. Gives me chills.
melancholy:  Transatlanticism…. Though sometimes I get sad.
inspiring: Aux Champs Elysees
cheerful: Somewhere in the Between
broken hearted: I will follow you into the dark or Once Upon a December.
beautiful:  Before Dawn
vengeful: … I don't listen to music like that.
hyper: The hamster song?
sexy: My Ding Ding Dong LOL not.
hopeful: Err before dawn, again.
mystical: Lothlorein?
newest favorite: Once Upon a December

m o v i e s

must buy when it comes out: Oh I don't know.
want to buy but haven't: Every Disney movie.
recommended by a friend but haven't seen yet: Hot Fuzz, Pulp Fiction
made you cry: The Notebook, Moulin Rouge, and movie with even the slightest sadness. I cry easy.
top five played most often:  we did this alreadyyyy
favorite from childhood: Troll in Central Park
favorite introduced by a friend: Anastasia
favorite you'd recommend: Anastasia….

b o o k s

reading for class: Dr. Jekyll and Mr Hyde
favorite read for class in the past: Brave New World
reading for pleasure: Animation Survival kit >.>
want to read: Everything.
want to re-read: LoTR
made you cry: Harry Potter >.> And a Child Called It.
top five read most often: … Harry potter 2,4,5,6,7. I don't like 3.
favorite from childhood: Mr. Popper's Penguins
favorite made into a movie: Narnia?
favorite you'd recommend: Ender's Game

l o v e s

author:  This is exhausting. Orson Scott Card, JK Rowling, Dean Koontz
director:
actor: Johnny Depp
actress: Julia Roberts
band: Streetlight
solo artist: whatever

i n s p i r a t i o n

to be happy you: sleep.
to relax you: sleep.
to think you:  … think before I sleep.
to work you: .... blast music and race myself to finish.

t h o u g h t s

life after death: I don't know. I'd like to think there is but there's no real certainty. When my grandmother was dying I sort of got her glimpses of the afterlife. It could be real, I guess. But science has me doubting.
faith: In humanity? I guess. God? Not particularly.
love: is being totally and completely comfortable with someone. Never hiding your faults, and accepting theirs. Being there for each other in even the smallest ways, but respecting and admiring each other as individuals. It e xisits, though rarely.
general philosophy: Optimism.

a d m i r a t i o n

your best trait: I like to listen.
trait you wish you had: … less doubt and worrying and over analyzing.
trait you admire in others: Thoughtlessness.

h o p e

what you want to be: ANIMATOR FOR PIXAR
where you want to go: PIXAR
what you want to accomplish: ANIMATE FOR PIXAR


1. What time is it? 10:54
2. Name as it appears on birth certificate: Lauren Nicole Duda
3. Nickname(s) : … Lauren v.v
4. Number of candles on your last birthday: 18
5. Pets: Pierre and Olly, my goldfish, And Cat.
6. Piercing: Three in each ear.
7. Tattoos: none
8. Eye color: blue
9. Hometown: Merrimack New Hampshire
10. Town you live in: Savannah Georgia

11. Favorite food: Strawberries.
12. Ever been to Africa: no

13. Been toilet papering: lol no
14. Love someone so much it made you cry? …. Yes.
15. Been in a car accident? Two minor ones.

16. Croutons or bacon bits? croutons
17. Favorite day of the week: Tuesday, for some reason.
18. Favorite Restaurant: Ruthie's lawl.
19. Cotton or Silk: Cotton
20. Favorite Flower: Sunflowers

21. Favorite sport to watch: Basketball
22. Favorite drink: Milk
23. Favorite ice cream flavor: Peanutbutter cup.
24. Disney or Warner Bros: Disney
25. Favorite fast food restaurant: Wendy's
26. What color is your bedroom carpet? Blue

27. How many times did you fail your driver's test? None
29. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? Delias. For the pants. They fit me so well DDD:
30. What do you do most often when you are bored? Think until my head hurts.
31. Most annoying thing people ask me: Did you draw that?
32. Bedtime: Lately, late. Not before midnight usually, although I think I might tonight.  
35. Favorite TV shows: how many times have I answered this.
37. Ford or Chevy: Ford
38. What are you listening to right now? Nothing

f i r s t s


First best friend: Sami Lee
First car: Mercury Sable
First screen name: LDStarz926
First self purchased album: See previous answer
First funeral: Gramma Dot
First pets: Dog- Chilli <3 RIP
First piercing/tattoo: 6, dammit.
First credit card: Bank card from BoA
First true love: ... I'm not sure if that's happened yet.
First enemy:  I try not to make enemies.
First music you remember hearing in your house: Birthday by the Beatles :]



l a s t s


Last car ride: To Pat's with Colleeen
Last good cry: already askeeeed
Last library book checked out: Dr. Jekyll and Mr Hyde
Last movie seen: NIMH
Last beverage drank: Water
Last food consumed: Chocolate
Last crush: That I'm sure of…. Dan.
Last time showered: Friday
Last shoes worn: Boots
Last item bought: Chocolate
Last annoyance:  Headache


r e l a t i o n s h i p s


01. who are your best friends? Colleen, Lexy, Tom, and everyone else comes close.
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? No



f a s h i o n | s t u f f


01. where is your favorite place to shop? Target
02. any tattoos or piercings? 6 in my ears! Jeez.



s p e c i f i c s


01. do you do drugs? Nope
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? Head + Shoulders
03. what are you most scared of? Failing
04. what are you listening to right now? Brother jammin'
05. who is the last person that called you? Colleen
06. where do you want to get married? Probably in New England… and autumn wedding.
07. how many buddies are online right now? 15. And no one to talk to.
08. what would you change about yourself? physically: Teeth maybe. 10 lbs. Mentally: indecisiveness


f a v o u r i t e s


01. colour: Purple, orange, and maroon
02. food: Strawberries.
03. boys' names: Benjamin… seriously.
04. girls' names:  Lucia, Isabella.
05. subjects in school: Art and Science
06. animals: Crows. And fish.
07. sports: Football basketball and soccer.
08. parfum: Philosophy



h a v e | y o u | e v e r


01. given anyone a bath? My dog...
02. smoked? …. Yes. Once. Never again.
03. bungee jumped? One day.
04. made yourself throw up? Ew no.
05. skinny dipped? Nope.
06: ever been in love? I thought so.
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? When I was younger.
08. pictured your crush naked? Lol duh.
09. actually seen your crush naked? No.
10. cried when someone died? Yes
11. lied: yeah.  
12. fallen for your best friend? My best friend has always been my brother. So no.
13. been rejected? Yeah.
14. rejected someone? … yeah.
16. done something you regret? Stop asking this!


c u r r e n t


clothes: Shorts I made in middle school sewing class (blue flannel with cows.) Axel's Tshirt. Striped undies and sports bra.
music:  Brother playing guitar… still.
make-up: None..
annoyance: Cold feet.
smell: Drier sheets.
favorite artist:  I don't know.
favorite group: Random Acts :]
desktop picture: Mountains
book you're reading: none really
cd in player: Mix CD
dvd in player: none.
color of toenails: unpainted.



l a s t | p e r s o n


you touched: my mom I think… she was sitting next to me.
you imed: Zack


a r e | y o u


understanding: I try to be.
open-minded: I really try to be.
arrogant: Sometimes = but you wouldn't know it. I hope.
insecure:  Too often.
interesting: Not especially so. But if you talk to me you might think so.
smart: yes…
moody: sometimes
hardworking: yes
organized: I try to be.
healthy: not really x.x
attractive: Some people think so.
bored easily:  lol  
responsible: yeah
obsessed: not currently..
angry: no
sad: sometimes
disappointed: sometimes?
happy:  usually
hyper: no
trusting: I trust people way too easy
talkative: Sometimes I ramble, yeah.
legal: … yeah.



w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a


kill: no one o.o
slap: … no one?
get high with: No one! >
look like: Julie Andrews in her younger days. (You know Mary Poppins was hot.) Or Julia Roberts.
talk to offline: Everyone I talk to online.
talk to online: I don't know



r a n d o m


in the morning i am: Tired. Duh.
all i need is: Love.
i dream about: Last night I dreamt I could sing like Ariel.



w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r


coke or pepsi: neither.
flowers or candy: Flowers. Usually. But it depends on the candy.
tall or short: Tall.



r a n d o m


what do you notice first: Smiles
last person you slow danced with: Oh jeez… Pat Roy? Maybe Corey Hall.
worst question to ask:  I don't know.
who makes you laugh the most:  Ben
who makes you smile:  A lot of people…
who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: Chris Greer… awwwkwaard…
who do you have a crush on:  I'm not sure yet.
who has a crush on you: A couple people.



d o | y o u | e v e r


sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: I have before.
wish you were a member of the opposite sex: maybe for a day. But being a chick has it's benefits.
wish you were younger:  Right about where I am is good.



n u m b e r


of times i have had my heart broken: Maybe twice.
of hearts i have broken:  Maybe two.
of guys i've kissed: Two.
of girls i've kissed: None.
of continents i have lived in: Just one.
of tight friends: 5 or 6 maybe.
of cds i own: none worth mentioning.

art meme
1] What is your pen name?
my art is signed with: Lauren
artists know me as: Um. Panda online.
2] How did you get the name? I had a thing for pandas.
3] Do you use PC or Mac?
PC
4] What software you use most often?
Photoshop and traditional media.
5] Do you use mouse, or tablet?
Tablet.  
6] The color you use most often is?
Browns and black.
7] What area of the pictures do you put most effort into?
Face
8] How long does it take you do draw a picture?
Depends.
9] Do you keep your rough drafts?
I keep all my sketchbooks.
10] What kind of font do you use most often?
Arial
11] What's the dpi when you scan?
I don't know. Shitty.
12] Do you do anything else when you're drawing pictures?
Listen to music sometimes. Talk to people. I'm usually pretty focused.
13] How many pictures do you draw in a month?
not enough.
14] What kind of paper do you draw your pictures on?
Sketch paper.
15] What kind of paper do you use for sketches and drafts?
Sketch paper!
16] How long does it take to ink something?
Depends on how careful I am. Anywhere from an hour to a day.
17] Do you do doujinshi or original manga?
no.
18] Do you like doujinshi? Is it fun making it?
wtf is it?
19] Ever submitted anything to a magazine?
no.
20] Did it get published?
no?
21] Who are your favorite artists?
I don't' know.
22] What's your favorite anime/manga?
don't watch or read them.
23] Favourite Character?
Bartok
24] Any artists that you'd like to draw like?
Some kids from school.
25] Do you buy books a lot?
Not really
26] Did you ever buy a book to inspire you to draw?
yes.
27] Any video games you enjoy?
Super Nintendo games <3 And rockband.
29] Do you have a favourite writer?
Not really,
30] Any books you really enjoy?
Ender's Game
31] Do you write fanfics?
no.
32] Any music that you often listen to while drawing?
Streetlight MAnifesto
33] Any recommended songs?
All of them.
34] Any websites that you totally admire?
Loish's
35] Do you have any sites you want to go everyday?
Yahoo, Gmail, Facebook, L J, QuestionableContent, MySCAD, Woot.
36] What is your dream site like?
Beautiful?
37] Do you like your own art?
Sometimes
38] What do you enjoy watching on TV?
Cartoons
39] Favourite celebrity?
Julia Roberts
40] Favourite color?
Purple orange and maroon.
41] Favourite food?
already told you
42] Favourite drink?
milk
43] Any places you like to shop at?
Target
44] Can you cook?
no, I can bake.
45] Any programs you use often for email? Any electronic pets?
...?
46] Are you a computer expert?
No, but like half my friends are.
47] Want to become a professional artist?
That would be the idea.
48] Any other jobs you're interested in, besides an illustrator?
If I weren't an artist, I'd be going to medschool.
49] Any other specialities besides drawing?
Piano
50] Do you like to watch movies?
With people.
51] What's your favourite movie?
I like pretty much everything.
52] Have you ever entered art contests?
In elementary school. And the fourth of july art contest.
53] When did you start drawing seriously?
6th grade.
54] Anything that you often use as a reference when you draw?
people.
55] Have you met any of your fans online?
I don't have fans.
56] You have a lot of pen pals?
no.
57] You have a lot of friends that draw?
Now that I go to art school, I do.
58] What time do you usually go online?
All the time.
59] Do you like to go to chat rooms?
No, only with people I know.
60] Do you have your own computer?
yup.
61] What would you say to the person you admire?
That I admire them.
62] Do you think of things when you draw?
Yeah?
63] Have you drawn bad because you think too much?
Lol yeah that's happened.
64] Do you have any friends who are professionals?
... Technically I've been paid for my work. That makes me a professional right?
65] Where do you often hang out?
Basements.
66] Do you have any artists that you don't like too much?
Typical anime artists make me throw up in my mouth.
67] Situations in which you really don't like being online?
Arguments.
68] Situations in which you hate when it comes to having websites?
Hosting
69] Something that makes you really glad that the internet exists?
Networking.
70] What about things that make you NOT glad that the internet exists?
People don't talk face to face enough.
71]What's the first picture you've ever shown to the public online?
It's crap.
72] Do you still have that?
Yup. It's still crap.
73] Has your drawing style changed a lot?
Yes.
74] How does it usually change?
Betterness.
75] Have you experienced artists block before?
Yeah all the time.
76] How did you escape from it?
Haven't found a good way yet.
77] What happens when you have artists block?
Frustration.
78] Any artists that have influenced you a lot?
Loish and Lexy
79] What made you start drawing?
Sailor moon  haha. And Young Authors.
80] What made you want to get a website?
When I saw other cool art websites that inspired me.
81] Where did your site name come from?
Pandas probs.
82] What do you think about net manners?
People should behave online like they would in person.
83] Have you ever been spammed?
Lol by my friends.
84] Ever thought about quitting your webpage?
I did.
85] If so, why?
I got lazy.
86] About how much KB is each picture?
*shrug*
87] When creating your site, do you use a program or pure html?
html
88] Do you have good eyesight?
no lol.
89] If you can get any person's autograph, who's would you get?
Don Bluth
90] What would you say to that artist when he/she autographs for you?
Thank you so much you're an inspiration please get me a job x.x
91] Do you have fans of your art?
not really
92] Do you like to draw on oekaki bbs?
used to.
93] Are you good at art in school?
better now that I'm in art school.
94] Did you take art lessons other than from school?
Courier gallery.
95] Have you drawn a manga?
Ugh.
96] What's your favourite phrase/quote?
Better yourself for yourself, not to best others.
97] Do you think your personality is different externally and internally?
sometimes.
98] What's your goal now?
Be an animator.
99] What do you have to say to yourself?
Wow I can't believe I was so bored I did this whole fucking thing.

The night before you left, I cried so much.

I think I'm starting to miss you as much as i thought i would that night.

I'm glad you're happy with her.

But i still wish you hadn't forgotten me so quickly.

*shrug*

I hadn't done a journal entry in a long time... I guess it's cause i update my LiveJournal way more. (KnottyPanda.. friends only. Drop me a line.)

Updates? hm.

Summer. Rocks. I can't even get over how amazing this summer has been. Parties, friends, camps, working making money, it's just been too great to even describe. SYMS was amazing. Summer Youth Music School. Band Camp... it was the best two weeks of my life. My chem project is making progress and i'm not worried about it at all.

I'm too lazy to type it all again XD just check the LJ, yo.

<3 lala

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